Round 75 of me saying "I'll write more now" or "I'm back!"
Except this time I'm back with news...and a whole lot of entertainment.
I have removed a lot of posts, refocusing on why this blog was started.
Paul's "legacy" (for lack of a better term) is in the works. I have spent the last few months requesting police records, reading through thousands of pages of court documents...and starting to write the stories of my paternal nightmare.
Life update- because I feel like it matters for anyone that has followed this from the beginning of my rantings 15 years ago (what?!).
Next month is 10 years married. 6 kids. (Yes we got surprised by twins since our last post). We've lived in Ohio, Virginia, Texas, and soon to be Hawaii. We've been through some stuff.
But other than the million kids...this book has been my focus for a few months now. I have found stories that I forgot about, I have read through documents that made me want to throw things. I have lost the tiny bit of faith I used to have in the court system.
So now I'm unloading it for all of you.
I named this blog the recovering skeptic for a reason. I'm always working on recovery...I'm always trying to deal with the hell that was my earlier life. I will never not be.
I write for me. And I write for other people going through these things...whether it be kids/teens currently in it, or adults that are trying to process their own trauma. I also want to hold the world, and all of the people that chose to throw me to the wolf over and over again...accountable.
So everything in those public records...is about to be painfully public.
"May the odds be ever in your favor."
If I lost you over the years...tune back in. Please. This is gonna be good.
